I think it's important to know that you do not have to be perfect to heal others. You do not have to be perfect to be a wise woman. In fact it is our imperfections that make us wiser and stronger.
You have healed many without even realizing it. There are others whose world has been lit up by your radiance. You are an important spark to this Divine walk, take the time to honor it. When we sit with intention and pulsate out The Light then you uplift many including yourself.